So something happened on Monday. Wasn't expecting it. But it did. And I've been hiding out ever since. And I know it's not my fault but all I feel is shame and embarrassment. Like why did it get to that? Thankfully the kids weren't home when it happened but now I feel scared. I keep setting the alarm. I'm glad the kids haven't realized how scared I am. But I feel so torn. And most of the time I want to cry. And I know I should go to the police but I'm so scared. How can someone you know and trusted turn 180 degrees and become such a monster? How do I turn this around? I know what I have to do but I don't think I can. And what's worse is that I feel so alone. I need help. Who do you go to?
